MMM……LITTLE NOTES….

kemarin habis ketemu sama teman2 zaman perjuangan dulu alis temen2 kuliah…..wah…berasa flashback yah, cuma beda lokasi ajah biasanya nongkrong di kampus yang penuh orang berseliweran, sekarang cuma da diruangan sempit tanpa pemandangan karena ngumpulnya dirumah…(he he heh), tp time do changes everything….bad or good.
masih sama gila, sama gk jelasnya juga……
lumayan buat refreshing otak… ha ha ha
makes me reailze mereka adalah temen2 yag paling tidak gw duga akan menjadi salah satu eh salah rame2 temen sejati gw yang selalu ada di samping gw dalam suasana apapun!
my second family……
love u guys……

Love isn’t funny
When it is burning inside
When all you think of
Is how to get through the night
And when you want it
It’s just a game that you play
And when you get it
They’re gonna take it away

Maybe it’s nothing
Maybe it’s all just in my mind
Maybe I’m foolish
Maybe it’s just a waste of time

But I don’t think so
Maybe I definately know
That maybe
Maybe I’m in love

So if you want it
You wanna come out to play
Then you can have it
Cos he’s got plans for the day
And if I want it
There’s no one out there for me
When you don’t need it
There’s plenty fish in the sea

Maybe it’s nothing
Maybe it’s all just in my mind
Maybe I’m foolish
Maybe it’s just a waste of time

But I don’t think so
Maybe I definately know
Why do I keep fooling myself
Why can’t I let go
This is not like me
But now I definately see
That maybe (oh-oh-oh-oh maybe)
Maybe I’m in love

Love isn’t funny
When it is burning inside
When all you think of
Is how to get through the night
And when you want it
It’s just a game that you play
And when you get it
They’re gonna take it away

Maybe it’s nothing
Maybe it’s all just in my mind
Maybe I’m foolish
Maybe it’s just a waste of time

But I don’t think so
Maybe I definately know
Why do I keep fooling myself
Why can’t I let go
This is not like me
But now I definately see
That maybe (oh-oh-oh-oh maybe)
Maybe I’m in love

Dulu ada temen yang bilang kalo cinta itu perjuangan….
sebuah hubungan cinta sebagian besar isinya perjuangan…
sempet berfikir…
masa iya siy….
ternyata temen gw itu bener banget!
cinta itu perjuangan…
mulai dari pertama naksir a.k.a seneng sama seseorang….
perjuangan dimulai….
kenalan….
pedekate….berjuang mendapakan perhatian, simpati dan hati..
kalo berhasil jadian, bukan berarti perjuangan selesai……
setelah “jadian” kita masih harus berjuang
menyamakan visi dan misi
meredakan emosi dan ego supaya gk berantem melulu,
berjuang belajar mengalah, memahami apa mau orang lain, berbagi dengan dia dan merelakan sebagian ruang privacy kita yang dulu selalu kita tutup rapat denganya…
setelah semua bisa dilakukan
kita masih harus berjuang menghadapi “godaan-godaan” cowok-cowok tetangga atau pria-pria sekitar kita yang sangat menggiurkan…..
bahkan terkdang jauh lebih menggiurkan daripada milik sendiri memang rumput tetangga lebih hijau…
bahkan ketika kita sudah akan melanglangkah ke pelaminan pun kita masih harus berjuang…
berjuang dalam menjawab pertanyaan-pertanyan
is he the one??
would i be happy??
is he gonna treat me good??
bahkan life after marriage pun penuh dengan perjuangan!
hhhhh
ya ampuuunnnnn
gk gampang yaaaaaa
still…………..
its feel good to be in love…
gk tau kenapa….

arghhhhhhhhh….

take me away from here…..
away…very far away……
from you…..
ends my suffer
ends my quest
ends my question

its better if i’m not around
its much better if youre not around

then my world will be ok!